The mind has a thousand eyes; The heart but one.

I dont think im ready

Scratch that, I KNOW I’m not ready for this new year.
I have sovmany thing happening, and I have to continue growing up so much.
I don’t want to grow up, its too stressful and kind of scary.

At least I have my wonderful boyfriend and bestfriend to help get me through all of this.
I’m going to need them quite badly.

Well, I guess I’m wishing for the best.
Hello 2010.

its finally 2010

My new years resolutions:
To quit smoking,
Go to the gym and get in shape,
Get an apartment and get the hell out of my house,
Save money for school,
And finally get my god damn licence.

think creatively.

the snow just accents the new year.

Mmm lovingg these new stain sheets and new comforter. My bed is so comfyyyy. But Derrick’s hogging it at the moment.
Watching national treasure.

Ohhh I need to go to the bank, hollister, and victoria secret tomorrow.
Gonna be a busy dayyy.

I cannot wait for Christmas.
And tomorrow! I get my blackberry!!

Today was real good. Worked 8-3:30. Then Derrick and I went shopping and wrapped each others christmas presents in the same room. And had our backs turned to each other. Then cuddled and fell asleep. Ohhhh boy, what a day.

The snow looks very pretty. Only from indoors though. I never want to shovel ever again. The wind is terrible. I have work in the morning. I was supposed to work today, but all the cars were buried in snow till about 3 o’clock. Which is when I would have got off. I spent the day laying in bed with derrick and cuddling. After he left I helped justin shovel his driveway so his dad could take me home.

Sledding didn’t work out so great yesterday though. The boxes just tipped over, and the sled just sank into the snow. Not good sledding snow. I was very disapointed.

On the agenda for tonight: a bubble bath, a good book, and cup after cup of hot chocolate. Can’t wait.